good gods!

OK, before I dive right into freaking the fuck out about moving very very soon, I would like to make sure that everyone knows that this last weekend in Missoula was one of the best of my young lives. My fave Missoula band the Oblio Joes played, prompting me to drink like a complete nineteen year old and stay up til after four in the morning.

I can't believe such feats are still possible for me. I couldn't believe there was a world full of young people waiting to seize the day out there ANYWHERE anymore, such was my focus upon brooding joylessly in the basement.

But now I'm excited about everything, I'm getting the fuck out of here tomorrow and leaving from Missoula on Thursday.

I have fucking everything left to do, so I might go ahead and NOT take the GRE now and just hope that I can continue being a person who has access to an extraneous $115 to burn for some fucking stupid culturally biased testing corporation.

Panic, panic, panic. I just wanted to drop a wee update here and let you all know I've been hitting it too goddamn hard all the time because I've been sick for one week now whereas if I would just calm down more substantively, I could already be skipping along the path of wellness.